Fare Thee Well

Dearest Annie, I never would have imagined our story would end - I thought and truly believed we would last forever. I could never have...

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Jul 4, 20207 min read

Dear Self

March 4, 2020 Dear Self, I want you to find happiness. True happiness and peace within your soul. I know some days it feels impossible...

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Mar 4, 20204 min read

Definition of love

My definition of love - When a person truly loves someone, it is not just a feeling. To love is to feel and act lovingly. Real love is...

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Feb 19, 20205 min read

Talking about anger

After talking about my anger and what I'm feeling.... Said I was abusive husband, I said what you did (affair) was abusive and she said...

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Feb 10, 20204 min read

Ring

Annie, I wanted to give more details regarding my wedding ring, and I was not sure I would be able to articulate well enough in person. I...

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Feb 7, 20203 min read

Processing . . .

As I continue to process, grieve, and accept, I'm slowly getting better. I've also noticed I'm decoupling better. I was struggling with...

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Jan 24, 20206 min read

Strong Enough?

I don't know if I'm strong enough to do this. With the illusion of our love being special gone, what is left to fight for? The kids?...

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Jan 17, 20207 min read

Illusions Shattered

"I've been praying for her since you were a little boy. I didn't know her name, but I knew someday you would find her, and I've been...

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Jan 15, 20205 min read

The Nothing

Here I lay lost not knowing where I am. What is this place? I see nothing wherever I look. I walk, I run, I gaze into the distance, but...

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Jan 10, 20203 min read

Dear Annie

My dearest Annie, When you say you're going to tell me everything, what does that even mean to you? Do you know what that means to me? ...

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Jan 5, 20204 min read

What do you want?

First. I love you. I've always loved. And I've always have tried to love you even though I got caught up in my own head - I never stopped...

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Dec 31, 20191 min read

Dear Annie

12/4/19 Dear Annie, I am writing this letter to share my feelings with you. I am angry that you still have not reassured me about not...

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Dec 4, 20192 min read

Dear Annie,

November 30, 2019 Annie, I always knew marriage would have its peaks and valleys, but I guess I did not fully understand the depths. ...

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Nov 30, 20193 min read

Bekah is excited

Bekah is putting on a special outfit that you and I gave to her. Then she asked if she could wear some blush & lipstick.

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Mar 18, 20121 min read

The Question

Today is the day! I'm really excited - wished I felt better though. I can't wait to see the ring on your finger. You seemed so lovey...

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Mar 18, 20121 min read

OMG

I have butterflies.

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Mar 18, 20121 min read

The Talk

2 1/2 hours later I've come to the conclusion that your mom has confirmed everything you've ever told me about her. 2 1/2 hours alone...

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Mar 16, 20122 min read

Content of Character

I ask that you not judge me on my status and title, but rather on the contents of my character. MLK jr. Altered quote... But that's what...

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Mar 15, 20121 min read

Sleep?

I barely slept at all last night. I had a hard time falling asleep, last time I looked at the clock it was just past 2am. I woke up about...

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Mar 14, 20121 min read

The phone call

At 4:45 pm I sent the following text: My aunt asked if I could help her move some stuff for her tonight. Would you mind if I go help her?...

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Mar 13, 20123 min read