Content of Character

I ask that you not judge me on my status and title, but rather on the contents of my character.

MLK jr. Altered quote... But that's what I'm feeling inside.

I'm worried about:

• tearing up

• becoming defensive

• shutting down

• ruining the already fragile relationship

• stutter with my thoughts from nerves and look like an idiot

I need to think of everything she might say to best prepare myself for any situation and/or topic that might come up.

• Finances

• plans for a real job

• how do I plan to provide?

• Motivation

• looking to see if I have any ambition

• why am I at the place I am in my life

• Annie

• Incapable of making sound decisions

• Puppy love

• no time in between relationships

Thats all I can think of at this time. Then there is the unknown…

Argh.

This is harder than going in a public arena to be accused of a crime you didn't commit and have to verbally say, "Not guilty."