#Talking to Bekah

My plans were to take Bekah out on a special Valentine's date and tell her about the ring and the proposal and give her a special necklace as a promise that even though things will be different for us, I'd always love her and she will always be my daughter.

I'm really stressed about how she is going to take it. I'm worried she will feel left out and …. I'm really stressed.

Well, the car situation has completely altered a lot of things now. I'm not sleeping, and when I do go to sleep I'm not sleeping well cause of all the things on my mind.

I took light rail this morning to school - I'm tired.

I need to still talk to your mom and finalize the details for the proposal.

Love you.